this year my “big” christmas gift was a bottle of suave lotion…and i wasn’t even mad about not getting money for a tattoo (that’s the only thing i ever want anyway) while my baby brother once again, got more than me.
i was happier spoiling them with macys shit…*eating snack food* could it be i’m getting older *looks for power ranger cards online* well i have no clue about that, but i do know *searching for bsb play list on ipod* that i could care less about the consumer side of the holidays because in the end i didn’t really need anything and knowing my family can barely afford food, the lotion was definitely enough…
Day 29 - Are you going to write your own vows?
What kind of person would I be if I didn’t write my own? Know one knows why you love someone but you, so I don’t want words from another to tell me about my lover.
Day 28 - Who will walk you down the aisle?
When I was younger I had major daddy issues that only were made worse in high school when you’re at that age when everything pisses you off and you don’t know why because when you get older, none of it mattered? Yeah, that was me but I’m over all that now to a degree.
My dad’s super old and I’d love to have him walk me down the aisle, but if the reality of the situation comes into play, I think it’d fall on my two brothers to do the job. I was born between them, so why not walk down the aisle the same?
Day 27 - Maid of honor?
Of course my BFF Loretta…I mean we’ve been friends since 4th grade. I can’t believe she even still likes me sometimes. We’re possibly different in all that ways that would make a pair friends, but the same in all the ways that matter to us.